plomroma

It's a little bit funny how people keep telling me I give them relaxed and social vibes while I constantly feel scared and on edge, desperately lonely and in unfulfilled need of love and affirmation, and incapable of performing any of the interactions I'd like or need to. I even state my feels verbally in detail and still seem to radiate the opposite, even to my psychotherapist (who then declared me trouble-free and bye-bye).